The cure- Pictures of you

i've been looking so long at these pictures of you 
that i almost belive that they're real
 i'vebeen living so long with my pictures of you 
that i almost believe that the pictures are all i can feel
remembering you standing quiet in the rain as i ran to your heart to be near 
and we kissed as the sky fell in holding you close
how i always held close in your fear remembering you running soft through the night you were bigger and brighter than the snow 
and screamed at the make-believe screamed at the sky 
and you finally found all your courage to let it all go
remembering you fallen into my arms crying for the death of your heart 
you were stone white so delicate lost in the cold you were always so lost in the dark remembering you how you used to be slow drowned you were angels so much 
more than everything oh hold for the last time then slip away quietly open my eyes 
but i never see anything
if only i had thought of the right words i could have hold on to your heart 
if only i'd thought ofthe right words i wouldn't be breaking apart all my pictures of you
Looking So long at these pictures of you but in ever hold on to your heart looking so long for the words to be true but always just breaking apart my pictures of you
there was nothing in the world that i ever wanted more than to feel you deep in my heart 
there was nothing in the world that i ever wanted more than to never feel the breaking apart 

all my pictures of you..

 

Aku dan TUHAN-ku

Tuhanku...

Ku ingin bercerita, ku tunduk bersujud, ku mulai berdoa..
Lelahnya jiwaku,

Saat tak ada satupun orang yang dapat menguatkanku, menjadi sandaranku, mengulurkan tangannya padaku..

Beratnya langkahku,

Ketika tak ada seorang pun manusia yang mengerti.

Mereka lihat apa yang mereka ingin lihat, mereka dengar apa yang ingin mereka dengar.

Mereka ber-asumsi. Mereka menuntut.

Tuhanku..

Ku rindu tawaku yang dulu.

Ku memilih untuk sembunyi di balik topeng tawa-ku.

Bukan untuk membuat mereka senang, tapi untuk melindungi diriku sendiri. Karena tidak ingin menghadapi mereka.

Tuhanku..

Kejujuran kebenaran yang dulu ku tahu,

Ke mana semua? Sejauh itukah?

Ku sesal sudah..

Ku tidak memusuhi dunia. Ku hanya sedang merindukan dunia yang dulu polos tanpa drama.

Tuhanku..
Peluklah semua tanyaku

Jawablah dengan cara Mu

Di hadapanMu,
Usai semua sandiwara, cukup ku berpura pura..

Sejujurnya hanya engkau yang ku cinta 

Aku dan Tuhanku yang paling dekat.

Ku tau Tuhan tau aku.

Ku tau Tuhan selalu ada untukku.

Ku tau Tuhan akan mendengarku.